This morning, our small group had Bible study at It's A Grind Coffee House. Even though there were only four of us, we had a great time of fellowship. It's a new start! =)

There are only a few young people at my church and most of them are not Christians. We do have meetings every Saturday but sometimes we just cancel it because there is not enough people. Be honest, there's the invisible pressure of being the oldest one among them and it's very tiring to serve a group like this. Many times I feel my heart gets so cold that I don't want to care anymore. But recently, I keep thinking about this group of people. Many of them stopped coming to the group or the church. I feel a strong burden in my heart. I wonder why God put me around this group of people who are non-believers. What's the purpose of this small group? It's bringing people before God & love them with the love of God. But so many times I refused to do so and not willing to step out of my comfort zone.

I know I have to focus my eyes on Jesus, not on myself. I pray that whatever it is God has called me to do, both now and in the future, He will give me the strength and energy to get it done well, even the most difficult and unpleasant parts. God is great, all the time~